A murky tomorrow
I have been thinking for the past
days, for what life can offer ahead of me. There are so many things
happened. Some happened abruptly and unintentionally. There are things
that I have to leave behind and face a new beginning. There are times
that I would look back when I was under my parents care. Not minding
anything, carefree. When problems hit me, I would just stay home, be
close to my mom’s side, and I would feel comforted. Now, things has
changed. Mom is too far away to console me. You have to be strong and
firm that you have to do it on your own, otherwise you’ll fail. You
have to decide on your own. trying to weigh things, asking yourself how
and why did it happened. Yes, they say that shortcomings are essential
to ones life, for us to learn and grow along the way. These essentials
are a bit difficult to play, you have to even think twice to make sure
winning is on your side. Sometimes we need to get hurt in order to
feel. We need to fail for us to learn how to succeed. But giving up is
definitely not an option. How can you achieve your goals when you have
stopped trying? As long as one can still breathe, it means life doesn’t
end there. As for me, I really don’t know what is there for me
tomorrow, or the next day. All I have to do is to live each day at a
time. Be thankful for everything I have, and be thankful to people I
love, for tomorrow might not come.
